The world's got me dizzy again

Men's shower room at the Tepid Baths, Hobart.

Photo by Kate Kelly.

i'm in the middle of something, lots of things actually (too many things, if I'm going to be completely honest with myself) and as much as I want to enjoy all the good, exciting things that are happening to me at the moment, I'm finding it very difficult. I want to balance work  and other work, I want to be more organised and less erratic, I want to not feel panicky. But I do. 

I DO. There I said it. 

What I really want to do is grab my lover and run away to a remote location where there are no mobile phones, no internet and no responsibility. Not forever, just for a break.  

But the world ticks on, I have rent to pay, my apartment is messy and there's dinner to cook and there's so many exciting things to get done.  Videos to make, paintings to paint, art events to curate. 

So I'd better get on with it.